Flatter Me Darling

I had a day when I felt that my body was dead. That my heart was going to fall out of chest... people can be such silly things. Noises are entirely to annoying. Women are vicious, people are vicious. I wish she would stop looking a the scale on the bathroom floor. Stop counting meaningless calroies. Please understand that not everyone can be a size 4. You're fine just the way you are. Turn of the TV and read some books with me. Lets just sit down and not say a word. Lets play Scrabble and do the New York Times crossword in pen.

You had a better idea for the day didn't you? Put in THE CURE MIX CD you made and lets dance... constantly move, close our eyes to increase the level of excitement found in us. Hold hands and sing (even if we dont remember the lyrics). Then when our hearts come to the point where it has found its own rymthm, lets lay on the floor (even though the couch is brand new) and watch movies. Black and White ones. "You know the ones that havent lost the true meaning of a film. Then when that's down we can move on the forgien exchange films and see who can read the screen faster. And last but not least independent films that are just plain real. I hate action movies and movies that have to much editing." You're a funny person, you. I like the way sleep and eat.

I put too much thought into the things I do. I like the way it is when you're around when I forget the process of low self esteem. " What is that any way? I dont think you know what self is...and that why its so low... Cause I mean yesterday when we were waiting for the bus...ha I like that we still ride the bus even though we have cars. anyway we were waiting for the bus and there was that man who had to dig in a trash can for food. He had the high self esteem. now...what do you want to eat today..."

You're such a character. My favorite one.





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He is just so handsome